The Worst Day of My Life !!!

Hi Friends ! This post is gonna be the worst post ever on my blog. So, please skip reading or bear with me. He he..
You can read it at your own risk, if you wish. I warn you that this post is just bla bla bla....

Any guesses about the worst day of my life? Hope none can guess it right !!! Its just the day on which my existence gave happiness to my parents. The day that my parents saw me for the first time. The day on which I'm introduced to this horrible world. Yes, According to me, my birthday is the worst day of my life. My parents had told me that they wouldn't have got me alive if there was a delay of five minutes. If that delay of five minutes have occurred in real time, then I wouldn't have become a big burden to my parents. Though they have never told or considered me as a burden to them, I have personally felt so for a number of reasons and on a number of times. But I cannot keep myself from thanking god for giving such lovely parents. They love me a lotttt, and I too love them soo much.....

I haven't been happy on any of my birthdays. I swear this from my heart. It does not mean that I haven't celebrated my birthdays, I celebrate, but some reason will be there to disappoint me, the reason may be this or that. I cry a lot on all my birthdays. The reason may be just a very stupid one but I cry, even for the silliest possible reason. I'm really afraid of my birthday. The fact that I do not like my birthday does not mean that I am a Pessimist or something. May be, I didn't realize the real purpose of my life yet. That may be the reason, I hate my birthday, so and so.... However, I am searching for the purpose of my life and my existence. Hope I will find it one day. He he.. Whatever it is, I do not wish to celebrate my birthday, unless someone compels me to get chocolates or to cut a cake.

There is no specific reason for posting this. Its just for fun. There are times that I love me a lot, even if its not the case always and also its just the opposite, all the other times.. He he... :) So friends, Did anyone understand anything about this stupid post? I really regret for wasting your time. Forget it and go ahead with your work. Have a Great Day ! Be happy always, atleast try to be happy !!! Eeeeeeee